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When the broken hearts are mended and the many tears are dried, you learn. When you're over the old boyfriends and the old girlfriends and you realize that you can live without your first love, you learn. You see that the world doesn't end just because you think it will, and that sometimes growing up means letting go. You learn what real love is, and you begin to see that one friend who really cares is better than a hundred friends who don't. You learn that you can be strong, take each day step-by-step, and survive every sad moment. So feel the pain and cry the tears, go out and experience life. But when you're at the end of your rope, and you're ready to jump off that ledge, remember that heartaches fades, pain subsides, and though life seems at times too tough to handle, it's also too precious a gift to waste. Keep on living, never give up, and remember: As you grow, you learn.


So you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable."

As tears are pouring down inside of me,
while my heart beats into another shattered piece,
nobody will ever know that
behind the smiles.. and laughter
there lies a broken girl.
because no matter how many times..
i've said "im fine".
nobody has ever pulled be back.
looked into my eyes, and said.. "no youre not".

Will I ever be good enough for you again? should I have to pay for my mistakes forever? it hurts the most when I hear your voice at night in my dreams to realize that I couldn't have you it hurts so much to believe I lie here thinking how you brought out the best in me back then that I've had so many nights to think of what we could've been sitting here knowing it's late wanting to call yet I wait scared to put myself out there again so far from home you're all I've wanted all along you gave me something to believe in again that I'm afraid to try but I can't stop myself this time promise me that you'll be there when I open my eyes.

Your stuck in a world that doesn't exsist,
a world that you see everything for you.
you think your happy
but think again.
when your world comes crashing down who are you going to turn to?
yourself? her?
don't be dissapointed when you find that they've both failed to be your backup plan.
your insecurties and false hopes are not always as dependable as you think.
some day your going to realize that sometimes what your looking for isn't always the obvious

"You can't hold on to anything that wants to go, you've just got to love it while you have it..and thats all.."

I hate the things that you do, but I always come back for more. I can't stand to look at you sometimes, but I can't stop starring. I don't ever want to be near you, but when I am, I can't pull myself away. If I said I didn't care, I would be lying to myself. Although your emotions are never clear, I try to convince myself that you must care. I am always there to fall back on, and you always take advantage.

This is what I get for wanting more.

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